心中的矛盾。。

These few days my mood is like roller cooster.. Up and down only. Very hard to control my eomotion. Need some consultant indeed, if not, i'm gone crazy. Though it was school holiday, but for me is like normal day, after school, tuition. after tuition, eat then sleep. Life is like dull for me! Thinking someone, planning outing, doing homework makes my life much more miserable.. When can I actually voice up my thought of feeling? Or did you feel it in the same way too? Can you give me the correct respond? I seriously need your reply.. Please..